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Grey November Day

as far as I know
it was a grey november day,
in 1959 when it began
my mum used to wash
all my tears away
trying to protect her little son
I was supposed to be a doctor
I was supposed to be a man
who works hard for the government
hard ´til the very end
I was supposed to be a banker
I was supposed to be a whore
then music came, heaven sent
became my only friend
my love and my helping hand
and it never let me down

it´s been a long way
from that grey november, grey november day
´til today
from that grey november day

then dad disappeared
I dried my mummy´s tears
fought against my fears and lost my way
ten years ago
my daughter said : hello
hope started to grow
day by day
I was supposed to be a loser
I was supposed to be a clown
who drowned in the summer rain
jumped off the running train
I was supposed to b ea popstar
I was supposed to be a jerk
who doesn´t know where he`s coming from
a singer without a song
no clue how to get along
but they were all wrong

it´s been a long way..........

I was supposed to be a doctor
I was forced to heal myself
it felt good in the summer rain
free and without a pain
I was supposed to be a loser
but I never lost myself
in this forest of memories
I started to climb the trees
not a single one´s too high

as far as I know
it was a grey november day
in 1959 when it began
I still dream of dad
who sits next to the sun
and I hope he sees his son
walk on